You know that feeling?
When everything seems perfect, but there's just one little thing that makes you think.
Think about everything.
Your whole life.
Cause it could change your whole life.
This feeling, it's the happiest but saddest, the greatest but shittiest.
Bringing you up and tearing you down.
Making you smile and making you cry.
It's so clear but so weird and confusing.
All together.
At the same time.
I have this feeling.
I never felt so strange, so alone.
I don't think that anyone who I would tell would understand it.
It's so hard to describe because it's completely oppositely.
Everything good and bad in one.
I just don't know, it's hard.
Should I open myself up?
Or should I stay closed?
Should I tell?
Or should I keep?